Waiting, Waiting, Waiting

I went to the doctor on Thursday morning. In eight days I found a way to lose nine pounds and two inches. He didn't think was something to be too concerned about as I was up on my feet more and ate less meat and more fruit and veggies (yuck!). I jokingly asked him, "How much can I pay you under the table to induce labor?" With a smile he took out his calendar and said, "We can do it Monday morning if you want. We just require you to be within a week of your due date." Well, I have to tell you that I started getting excited when he said that - I could have Ellie Monday morning (tomorrow)!!

I talked to Patrick about it and after a lot of discussion, we decided to wait and not plan her birthday. As much as it killed me to make that decision we do think we made the right decision. Ellie will come in her own time when she's ready. (However, if she comes Friday that will fit perfectly into our home schedules!)

Today we went to church and everyone seemed to be watching me as if to say, "You still haven't had that baby yet?" We are all anticipating her arrival; I'm the nervous one though. Every time I feel something - braxton hicks in my back or my tummy tighten - I'm trying to find the nearest clock...but nothing is happening on a schedule yet. I just keep reminding myself that I am on the Lord's timetable, everything is in His hands, and He knows what is best for Ellie and for me. But on the other hand...tomorrow is another day!